PowerMen

I’m Ricardo. I’ve always felt I'm straight. I like women. That part has never been complicated. The complicated part is my obsession with Powerful men. Virile men. Straight men. The kind of men I’ve admired, envied, feared, competed with, hated and somehow could never stop thinking about. For years, I told myself it was fascination. Maybe jealousy. Maybe I just wanted to be like them. PowerMen is where those thoughts go now. The men I imagine. The situations in my past, the things I probably shouldn’t imagine. The boundaries I keep moving in my head while still telling myself I’m only curious. Maybe these are fantasies. Maybe they’re confessions. This page is my attempt to figure this out and share it with you guys. Maybe you can help me feel less alone?