LittleKingdomz

Im 38, I love music, and playing any instrument I can, even if it sounds horrible. Metal, Rock, Indie, Punk, Dubstep, and every genre I haven't mentioned. I recently started trying to sing, although I sound terrible. Im obsessed with the love of my life that I just met last year, although it's tough at times because I think anytime is out to get me, so I tend to think she doesn't Care as much or carry as heavy feelings for me as I do her. But just my paranoia I guess. Im a pisces. I love outdoors. I love my dog. I've thought him so many semi-unique tricks, like giving high-five, and he understands sign language. I've always wanted a family, but financially in a downward spiral. So I've been trying to sell PPV content of myself. I just don't have a fan base and I'm pretty lousy and technology AND being social on any platforms. But I can be charming, my girlfriend says. I was once told I was seductively handsome, but my self esteem and insecurities dominate over that. I can be very energetic once I warm up and get to know someone. But I tend to stay quiet, peaceful, and prefer to go just chill and relax. Oh. And I have no idea what I'm doing. Oh well. Im smarter than people think but dumber than I look. According to all cultures, my first name means: little king.